excuse my french

u fucking morans in washington, dc? do your job! so sick and tired of this nit picking! i wish people could only hold their positions for no more than 20 years. how long has harry reid been in washington? that man has gotten to comfortable for his position. and mr. president i am so sick of your shit that i can barely stand to look at your face. obama isn't even a good lair like clinton was. at least with clinton you could buy into his idiocy! obama has made us weak and has made us look stupid to the entire world. i am sure kim jong-il of north korea thinks he could take us down. i long for the days of reagan when u could feel the pride in this country for being an American. i'll tell u who i want to picket. i want to picket the capitol. stop wasting my money on learning about the mating rituals of turtles. stop sending my money to planned parenthood. planned parenthood is not healthcare for women! call planned parenthood what it is...a baby killing machine. if u want birth control go to the health department or to your doctor. i can't believe i live in a world where there are people who make money off of killing babies! the left can spin it anyway they want to... women's rights or womens healthcare, damn it, it's called killing a baby. people have more sympthy for locked up animals than they do for a baby in a womb! most people act like they have no self control, i guess that is why they think we are no better than animals. i'll tell you what, this country is backwards as hell! i once wrote (in high school i wrote this) the truth is the truth until it becomes a lie. know i can say a lie is a lie until it becomes the truth.

this has been a word from Nicole

this and that

outside...it's another cold day. we had a little dusting of snow last night. early next week it looks like it will warm up to the low to mid 40's. i need a break from this cold so i can take up the remaining flooring in the kitchen.

around the house...andrew and matty are still asleep, jay is at work (holla for overtime) and it is just me and holly on the computers.

today...at ten it is time for holly's bowling league. last week they bowled for position in the league. hopefully, holly's team has held on to first place.

whats' bugging me...men who don't take care of their kids. men who abandon their kids and then don't understand why their kids are so upset with them. men who are so delusional that they should be committed.

unions...an necessary evil

leaders of libya and iran...nut jobs!

looking forward to...so much! starting in may things will be getting a little busy on  the weekends. the first weekend in may is day out with thomas at greenfield village. i got the tickets and matty is itching to go. then the second weekend in may is the megameet in novi or scrapper! the deals, the deals i can barely stand the wait. then in june is becky's wedding in ohio, weekend after that is the new kids and backstreet boys concert wtih mindy and the week after that is the u2 concert with ted, shalena, micala and heather.

i need...to lose weight. i can't believe this is me.

this has been a word from nicole

church

will laziness or indifference to attending church be man's downfall? is there a difference between those to adjectives nowadays? i will be the first to admit when it comes to why some sunday's i don't attend church it is out of true laziness.  i can just see myself standing before God and knowing i cannot even defend myself for my laziness. i can hear the words, " i wasn't too lazy to get crucified for you. did i ask to much of you to come see me in my house for an hour a week." insert my tears here. i know some people think it does not really matter that they don't attend church but when i get to thinking about it (and especially being apart of the catholic church) going to church really is important. what i get out of each mass i attend is much more then i get lying in bed in my jammies. when i'm there i can't imagine why i would ever miss a mass. to be apart of a community of like believers, hearing the word of God, professing my faith every sunday and receiving the body and blood of Christ every week truly fills me like nothing else. so why does my laziness stand in my way. how can i stop my laziness? how can i be how Christ wants me to be? things have become to relative in the world. i have been sucked in to this world and it's concerns. i don't want to be this way but sometimes it is just to easy to be apart of this world. how do you truly live for Christ? if Christ is my moral compass, i really need to look at it more to make sure i am going the right way.


If you were on trial for being a Christian, would there be enough evidence to convict you?

This has been a word from nicole and dinky's cousin

the comfort that i was seeking at the funeral of grandma marion, i finally found at the funeral of grandma jean. it was a truly beautiful funeral. besides the funeral for pope john paul II, I am sure there has not been a more beautiful funeral. i found the comfort and peace that i have been wanting. i feel now more like myself since the death of grandma marion on jan. 6.
there was no school for the kids on wednesday...holla! and no school for holly on thursday...hooray.  tomorrow is friday and the roads are much better, i'm sure there will be school for holly. not much else to report. it is late and i've been dizzy all day. just want so good ol' sleep.

this has been a word from nicole and dinky's cousin who is an unwelcome visitor on my cheek

another funeral

it's time to pull out all our funeral clothes again. January 27 my other grandma passed away. this is my mom's mom. the pic on the left is 4 years old. when she passed she was barely eating and probably weighed around 70 lbs. but she was blessed to live 91 years, to be married for 69 years, have 5 daughters,12 grandchildren, and 20 great grandchildren. plus she could sew like no body's business! my most prized procession came from her. one christmas she made all her grandchildren blankets. it is known as favorite blankie in my house. it is the kind of blanket that keeps you warm in the winter and cool in the summer. i think what i will remember most about my grandma is the love she had for my mom. the way she would look at my mom was pure love. i hope my mom saw that and remembers this in her grief.
                                                                       God speed, grandma

in other news holly has qualified for state final in bowling. it will be in may in monroe. i was really surprised to hear this because holly has the lowest bowling average in the league. but what made her qualify is how much she goes over her average in the past two weeks. and as of late she has been bowling like she is on fire! this really will be an awesome experience for her. win or lose her bowling has improved so much! and that is what i hope she is most proud of.

this has been a word from nicole and dinky the scar

outside...freezing cold outside. as i told my sister today it is double nipply cold day. i didn't even take gordy with me when i went to pick the kids up from school.

what i learned...it doesn't look to good when your oldest child comes home from school (after having a half day of school) and u are just waking up at 11 a m

around the house...jay is sleeping, holly is roller skating and chatting online, andrew is sitting behind me waiting to use the computer, matty is watching the lost world.

plans for the weekend...the weekend got off to a great start. we treated ourselves to dinner at joe's crab shack. holly and andrew did not get seafood. which makes me wonder what they think in the kitchen when people order anything but seafood. when u go to a seafood resturant don't u get seafood? jay got crab legs, matty got fishsticks and i got some yummy salmon with a pineapple glaze, with potatoes and green beans as a side. oh my! soooo good. holly has her bowling league saturday morning. also on saturday i plan on grocery shopping at meijers. i heard some peanut butter was on sale for 99 cents. also have holly's science project to help her with.

what i am making...not quite at the making stage but i am gathering everything i need to start my chicago scrapbook. the book will start with a pic of me and nicole at the muesum in 1987, then go on to other trips i made to the windy city.

i am thankful for...theresa who blogged this way and i just love it and her!

this has been a word from nicole

and there she goes

sunday we were in grand rapids for my grandma's visitation. i don't know what kind of person aspires to do make up on the dead but whoever does it for this particular funeral home should retire. my grandma had so much blush on her cheeks it was borderline clown makeup. however, who ever picked out her outfit did a perfect job. it was a blouse and blazer done in shades of purple. my grandma wore purple very well. i spent a good deal of time chatting it up with my cousins becky and cheryl. at the close of the visitation my dad read a letter my grandma wrote to us back in 2003. it was very grandma. it was like she was standing there speaking to us. (choke,sob) then my dad handed out pieces of jewelry to each granddaughter. (stop the madness!) in my manila envelope was two boxes. i opened the small box to find a emerald ring that once belonged to my great great grandma and a broach that my grandpa gave my grandma on their 10th wedding anniversary in 1950. (ahhhhhh!) i couldn't even open the second box. later i did and in it was a bracelet and matching earrings for holly, my grandma's brother had given to her upon graduation (i think it was college graduation).
Monday morning was the funeral. it was exactly what my grandma would have wanted. two of my cousins sang two songs. during the second song, amazing grace, they broke down crying and everyone in the church finished the song together. one of the things the minster said was, "the world is a better place for having Marion havens in it." i have heard this before but was never sure if it was true. i know it is true for my grandma. after she retired from teaching she was volunteering for everything in her church or at the hospital. in fact, in the 80's the grand rapids' newspaper wrote an article about her. after the funeral there was a luncheon at the church. i know for a fact my grandma would have hated what they served small sandwiches, chips, fruit and horrible punch. my dad and his brothers had to pay for that slop put on by the church. just horrible. me and Diane could have made a better meal than that, even in our grief!
so now here i am, at home and awaiting another call. my mom's mother is dying. i will be surprised if she lives out the month. then there is my mom's dad who is also dying. hospice has come into the home, so really it's at anytime i will putting my funeral clothes back on and driving to grand rapids again.

this has been a word from nicole

PS dinky is now a scab.